For the past few weeks, I've been telling myself, 'if you ever come back, I'm going to push you away. I'm going to be strong and not give in. Not at first, at least. I'm not going to give in to you, I'm going to stand up for myself, let you know how much you hurt me, how much I can resist. I'm not going to fall for you again, ever. I just, can't.'
Who am I kidding.
The moment your back, I'm going to collapse into your arms.
If such a miracle were to ever happen.
I've always been yours, and I always will be. No matter how much it hurts.
Damnitdamnitdamnit.
The other day I was told I always look serious.
This is how I hide what's really going on inside.
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