Nervous belly.

Meeting someone for the first time.
Is so nerve racking.
I usually bail out.
But I haven't lately.
I never make plans and break them, when possible.
If plans are made, I go through with it.
I just get so nervous before hand.

Like, the first time with Brian.
I was a wreck.
I thought I couldn't do it.

But I did.

And now with Rory.
My stomach is in knots.
I'm excited and anxious.

And some day, Dillon.

I'm shaking.
I don't know if he will notice.

Being nervous is so silly.
It's so pointless.
It's going to be fine.
Right?
Right?
Right?