Solitude.

I'm used to being left in the dust.

I've been living, mentally, on my own for quite some time.

I'm used to it.

But I would like a best friend.

I mean, I have a friend or two.

But, I only talk to them in class.

I never go out after school, unless it's somewhere by myself in some kind of self-thought plan.

It's been me, on my own.

Maybe what I want is a best friend.

Maybe the solitary life isn't right.

It sure is the easiest.

But, you know, it'd be nice to have someone to talk to.

Maybe I need to find someone else as solitary as I.

Then we can spend all our solitary time together.

Or even a few friends.
I want to be in a 'group.'

Instead, I'm just the awkward kid that gets invited places once, in pity.

This is my life.