Monday, October 18, 2010

Mhm.

Recentl I've realized something:
I don't realize how lucky I am.
You don't realize how much I need you.

You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. Past present or future.
You are everything I could ever want and so, so much more.
Your smile, your laugh. They brighten the world.
Your soul could take every single cancerous cell out of everyone.
Your personality is so lovely, you could be everyone's soulmate in a second.
If I had to choose YouTube or you, you, all the way.
You vs. Every single book in the history of the universe?
You. The stories we will create together overpower even the greatest books.

You. That is all.


I'm sure I'll send this all condensed to you later.
Because, even if I worry sometimes, you are the greatest thing that could ever happen to me, and are so much more than I could have ever wanted or expected.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

November.

It's almost upon us.
November.
NaNoWriMo.
Crucible.
Thanksgiving.
Turkey Bowl.
Ohmygoodness.

National Novel Writing Month:
I've been trying to think of a plot for months, and still have nothing.

Show:
Crucible. Three (?) shows in November. End of November. Tech Week Mid-November.

Thanksgiving:
I will be writing through break.

Turkey Bowl:
I will be freezing instead of writing for a few hours on Thanksgiving.

Ohmygoodness.
This is going to be a crazy month.

T-Minus 15 days.

Ohmygoodness.

P.S. I could use plot ideas.

Who am I p.s.ing? Nobody reads this crud.
Goodness.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

It's been strange.

I just want to have fun.
Sometimes, I get jeolous seeing people with their friends, driving around, having a grand old time.
I worry that it'll always be this way, and I won't have any friends.
I'll just be alone in the midle of nowhere with myself and a cat.

Sometimes I just wish everyone would go away.
I just want to  be alone.
I wouldn't mind being 'Spencer the Spinster' for the rest of my life.
(I'm glad this high school is not intelligent enough to come up with that nickname.)
A farm is a nice place to live, in solitude.

Sometimes it's like this and sometimes it's like that.