Hypocrisy.

I hate being told how to do things.
How to live my life fits into this category.
Please don't teach me how to do something if I don't want to be taught.
I'm independent and need to learn on my own.
Don't tell me to come to school everyday. You're the last person who should be saying anything about attendance.

This stress sucks.
Last night I finally got home around 11ish and in bed by 11:15. I was overtired, as I wake up every morning at five. I was running on no sleep from the night before. When I am incredibly overtired, I can't sleep. I toss and turn for hours on end. I think about the day and stress builds up. I can't think straight. I cry. When I finally do fall asleep hours later, I have terrible night terrors. I don't sleep soundly when I become overtired. When I rise the next morning, I am not rested. Thrashing around all night leaves me worn out. The few hours of sleep I do get are filled with horror. This creates more stress, I can't sleep the next night, i become even more overtired.
Thus begins the vicious cycle of tech week.

No sympathy. I'm not asking for some slack. If anything, I need more work. no matter how much I complain, I need this.
Once I get too stressed out, I may stay home for a day. And sleep. Night after night of fucking terrors is stressful.
HOLY SHIT WHAT A FREAKING CONCEPT.
THINK before you say shit.
I didn't skip oyut on the concert.
How many court cases have you skipped out on? Who's done all of the work for them?
This is bullshit. I don't need your bullshit. Not a necessity, not a want.
An apology would have been nice, but I'm obviously not getting that.
'You don't understand'?
You're the one not understanding.

Ryan has told me to blog, thus blogging. ABout Minecraft.

It's 11:18, and I don't have a water bottle. WHERE IS MY WATER BOTTLE.
I spent a good majority f the morning designing a Minecraft castle. On paper.
I drew a blueprint or a Minecraft castle.
OH. DEAR. JESUS.
I. AM. A. NERD.
It's going to be AWESOME, though. Kind of a mid-evil town kind of thing. Book cases and cows and sheep and pigs and chickens and a castle and ohmygoodnessthisisgoingtobegreat.
I can't decide what the castle itself is going to look like. I have designed the walls and how large the surrounding barrier is going to be, but I can't pick a castle design.
NERD.

Waterbottlenowplease.
Going to grab one. CLASS. HURRAH.

Minecraft

Oh jesus. I'm blogging about Minecraft.
I mean, I guess it isn't so bad that I am doing this.
I have time to kill at school and I haven't blogged in a while.
Huh. It was only a matter of time.

I'm currently reading about Minecraft circuits. Redstone Circuits.
Oh jesus. I don't know if I can manage this. I mean, I have at least three 64 sections or Redstone, but this looks really complicated. I'm sure it's not this hard.

But I found more diamond yesterday. I want to say I have ten diamonds now, give or take. Maybe eight or nine.
Iwanttoplayrightnowohmygod.

I think when I get home I will make cake. I have a bunch of eggs and wheat. I may need some sugar, though. (Although I have sugar cane, let alone a sugar cane farm, so that is not an issue.)

OHOHOH. Devon and I were talking Minecraft last night at rehearsal, and apparently, if you collect lava in a bucket and put it in the furnace, it last for like, two hundred and some odd uses.
OHMYGOODNESS. I will never use coal in the funace again. Although, I don't like to waste furnace energy, so I will need a  whole bunch of stuff to melt down, but still. Plus, you loose the bucket, so maybe it isn't such a good idea. But, I mean, I can always make more buckets, right? I just need a BUNCH of iron. Like, an entire chest full before I try this out. 
(Note: I just found it on the wiki. It can burn 100 blocks, as apposed to the coal's eight.)

Sometimes this game pisses me off. But I love it.

WHY DO I LOVE THIS GAME SO MUCH.