Monday, April 25, 2011

Womp.

I'm sick of arguing.
No, you don't want to make up. First of all, if you were a true friend, you would have told me what was bothering you, not behind my back. Plus, a true friend would show me what other people say concerning me behind my back. Like he did. Thanks.
Honestly, I can't trust you right now. Mostly because you didn't tell me about what you did with her before I had to pry it out of you. I would rather know than find out later. (Proof) So, thanks for that. I told you what I did with him, and I was honest. It's not like we were never on the topic before. I just wish you would have told me earlier. It's almost like you didn't care enough to tell me. I don't care if you were ashamed or whatever, if you trusted and respected me as much as you say, you would have told me earlier. 
You have nothing to worry about. Seriously. You know everything I've done. Honestly. And if there is any more to your stories, tell me now, or there won't be a later. Everything you did when we were apart. Everything you did 'without strings attached.' (Yep that made me feel a LOT better, knowing that you could do that and not have any emotion attached at all. Thanks.) It's nice to know that you can be so frustrated that you can go off with some girl. What about when we're apart for weeks at a time? Why do you think that whenever you're turned on, I refuse to let it go unnoticed? Some girl can climb through that window at any time. They'd probably be more stealthy than me, too. 
I trust you. Keep that in mind. You're the first person I've ever fully trusted. but I still worry about even the stupidest little things, no matter how much you say they won't happen. I still worry. 

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