Stay a little longer.

Helvetica.
What a lovely font.

I'm having a really tough time writing this article.
I have to write a column about something I am the expert in.
Initially I was writing about concert/marching band and why everyone should experience something like it.
Greene said to go broader and do performance, since most people won't want to join a band.
I don't see why not.
I won't trade this family for anything.
And that massive tuba.
I love it.

I'm not so great at this whol blogging thing.
Although I have been doing a lot, lot, lot more of it lately.
Sometimes I read back over old posts and think 'wow. That seems really (pew) dumb now.'
Yeah. I'm 17. Some of the things I say are going to be girly and dumb.
I apologize for that ahead of time.

Can't Stop

I like you, all right?

Now that that is over, let's move on, shall we?

Today I was given a gift.
It is lovely and it makes me feel tough.
Black eye.
Well, kind of. It might be a black eye.
It's kind of blue on my right eye, to the left on my nose/eye part and to the right. On the bottom too.
Nobody has said anything, so i must not be that noticable.
Sweet.
But still.
Wanna know how I got it?
Sleeping.
Yup.
I woke up this morning with a black eye.
I'm a rouch tough tumbling bitch.

It's raining. Which is unfortunate. I was really hoping to go for a walk this afternoon, instead of sitting in the library for fourth block again. No such luck.
People in here keep mistaking me fo a man.
I'm. Not. A man.
Not even close, actually.

Today is Thursday. Tomorrow is Veterens day.
Which means I will spend the morning in the city parade with my family.
The band.
Man, I'm going to miss you guys here in a few months.
It's crazy that I will be graduating in roughly seven months.

Somtimes I find this whole 'blogging' thing kind of creepy.
I mean, it's not rare for me to be flipping though blogs using the 'next blog' button.
I have seen many blogs.
I don't judge, really.
I like seeing what other people are doing.
I'm going to start adding pictures here.
Even though I don't particularly enjoy photography.
Tourism should not be a spectator sport.
But like I said, I'll be graduating in seven months.
So I want to document my last few months.
Who knows whether or not I will leave this little city or not?
I love Nashua.
Not many people will say that, but I love this city.
Love love love it.
Yeah, I'm sure there are a lot of good cities out there, some even better than Nashua.
But Nashua is the only city of it's kind.
Three high schools. A baseball stadium, a football stadium, a skating rink, crazy amounts of woods.
Half an hour from Boston, an hour to the woods, maybe an hour to Vermont, not long to Maine.
We are the perfect city for those half-way couples.
The ones where they will like the city and the woods.
Want to go to Boston for the afternoon, then head out to go camping in the morning? Nashua is the perfect place for that.
Especially depending on where you live, the city completely changes.
I lived up near one of the three elementry schools for years. It was nice. Half an hours walk from down town, half hour to the school. I lived in 'North territory.' It was so quite. Right by the river.
Another thing. The two public high schools are on the edge of a lake. I love that.
It's the best of both worlds.

But I've got to get out of here.
It's not that I have to get out of Nashua, persay.
I just have to go somewhere.
Travel.
Even if it is just around the country, doing whatever the heck I want.
I've been single for threeish months.
And this crazy 'I can do whatever I want whenever I want, whereever I want with whoever I want' feeling has completely taken over.
I love it.
I mean, I made this dress and I'm really, really proud of it.
(Every time I write/type the word 'really' or 'very' I say a silent 'PEW' to myself, because it's bad. Therefore I must mentally shoot the word away. So, PEW PEW.)
Insanely proud.
I wore it. In public.
Which I NEVER would have thought about doing while in a relationship.
But I did it.
To the Music Department Halloween Party.
And I got compliments.
A lot.
Well, more than I usually do.
Which isn't that many.
So it isn't saying much.
ANYWAY.
I felt confident.
It was amazing.
I can do this.
I can do anything.

Friday

I feel odd today.
Well, right now, mostly because I'm sitting in the library watching Chralieissocoollike.
And I can't. stop. laughing.
Oh goodness. Shoking Myself. Shouldn't be as funny as it is.
I guess it's funnier because I'm trying to be quiet.
You know. Library.
Now, usually, I'm not a Charlie fan-girl.
But I'm watching Fun Science: Sound. And for some reason he is attractive.
Maybe I'm attracted to knowledge. Science. Books.
And puns.
I love puns.

This girl sitting next to me is singing.
It is actually lovely and soothing.
Charlie in one ear. Her singing in the other.
Usually I don't like listening to two things at once. In fact, I can't listen to music and someone talk at the same time (Besides the fact that it is incredibly rude.)
But now. it's soothing. Like an acoustic guitar played solely to you. Mh.

So yesterday was the North vs. South game. And it was AWESOME. South won 47 to nothing.
Plus, the band. Me likes the bands.
Tonight, I was asked to go hangout with Alex and Cesar.
Then tomorrow it's the Salem Band Show.
Then Sunday.
Then Monday is Coumbus Day.
Woo!
Time to look at Senior Pictures.

Another modified day.

Library time.
Yep.
It's one of those days.
So I sit here, watching Vlogbrothers.
And Nerimon.
I've caught up on John and Hank and now it's time for some Alex.
I miss YouTube.

Today the tubas and the bari saxes are going to the football game that the marching band got rained out of.
Tomorrow I am going hiking with Andie.
Sunday going to Blue Man Group for the first time. Super excited.

It's 1:12. What am I doing.

Hm. Well.
There are a lot of ginger freshman this year.
Not that gingers are bad and not the freshman are bad.
Just an observation.

Anyway.

Man, I love these guys.

Well, my bus didn't show up again this morning.
Well, it did, but SUPER late. I got to school at 7:30, 20 minutes after the Alvirne bus left. Crazy.
So, I'm sitting in the library. I think I have maybe 45 minutes left.
I'm watching vlogbrother videos.
Holy. Crap.
I miss this. SO MUCH.
These guys are my brothers.
Is this how Buddha's disciples felt?
No. Probably not.
But that's an interesting subject.
ONWARDS.
Man.
I feel awesome today. Don't know why.
I just feel.... awesome.
Even if I didn't go to Alvirne.
Even if the bus showed up super late.
Lately I've been just... happy.
Who ever is doing this to me,
making me calm, happy, smily,
Thank you.
Thankyouthankyouthankyou.

That is all. Goodbye.

Hello to Peter.

Who is apprently stalking me online.
Thanks for that. Makes me feel important.
Even if it is super creepy, you creepy freshman, you.
And hi Ryan, who periodically reminds me that this blog still exists.
Thanks for that.
And goodbye to one man boy.
You can stay over there. Thanks for that.

Hm. What's been going on?
I have a cold. That sucks.
Head cold. Stuffy nose, head ache, sore throat, the whole shabang.

I need to get back into this writing thing.
I have Greene again this year, journalism, so I have time here to collect my thoughts as the blonde girl next to me talks about Kim Kardashian, Beyonce, and Taylor Swift.
Lovely.
Also, I have a modified fourth block every other day. I like that.
It lets me relax and read, or blog. Woah! Blogging! No way!
Google 'Mexico Blogger Hangings.' Not fun.
Insane.

First game on Saturday. I am so, so excited.
Football, I'm not so much of a fan of.
But the band is my family.

POST!

Terraira and Minecraft

Minecraft
I have been sucked in. First, by the Minecraft world. I could deal with that. Until I got bored.
I still like Minecraft and I still play it. But I just don't have anything to do anymore. I have an entire double chest filled with complete stacks of Diamond. I just don't know what to do anymore.

Terraria
I have been playing Terraria for about a month now. I have Molten Armour. All of the Molten gear. Nearly all of the equiptable items. I've beaten two of the three bosses and will battle the third today. I played Minecraft for months before I got 'bored.' I'll still play it, but I almost have all of the items in the game. Once I finish, I probably won't start up again. I could always start a new world, but nothing is 'undescovered' yet. I know all of the tools and all of the equiptable items. Once I get into the dungeon saftely and loot everything, there isn't much more I can do. Soon enough I will be completely done with this game. Which is fairly disappointing, seeing as I really like it.

I really like both of these games. They're mindless entertainment, like most games. I will be disappointed when I have nothing to do in either game.